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I'm an easy girl to love,
but the hardest person to keep loving
"if you don't want to tell me everything that's fine. just don't lie to me."
-jumper-
I'm scared as hell to want you, but here I am, wanting you anyways. And fear means I have something to lose, right? And I don't want to lose you.
-Grey's Anatomy
it's the things that you don't see coming that hit
you the hardest and keep you down the longest
I could honestly say
You've been on my mind
Since i woke up today
When you love someone, and they break your heart
Don’t give up on love, have faith, restart
it doesn't matter if i stay or go,
because i'll love you forever.
- one tree hill
Whenever you feel a warm breeze brush against you, that's the kiss I blew to you.
She moved on, and i feel sorry for you, because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever. if she could have had any guy in the world, she still would have picked you. now, you're just another part of her past. a memory more faded every day. and someday, she'll find the one she deserves, and he will make her the happiest girl in the world.
At this age the worst thing you can do to yourself is fall for someone harder than they fell for you.
Sometimes we just need to get out,
get away & momentarily forget everything
in order to realize that what we have
really isn't all that bad.
 
She didn't blame him ; she didn't like herself like that, either. but she couldnt go back to being the girl she'd been before she met him ; that girl was gone.
I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me
your hazel eyes paralyze my senses
cut me down to size defenseless
i'm defenseless
nd this will be the first time in a week
that i'll talk to you and i can't speak
it's been three whole days since i've had sleep
cause i dream of his lips on your cheek
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you
I hate this feeling.
It's like, knowing that I like you
when I really shouldn't
It's not okay because he made me laugh. Because
I didn't have to pretend to be anything other than
who I am when I was with him. Because I don't
believe that stuff about finding your other half,
but because I do believe that what you look for is
someone who makes you a better person when
you're with them, who changes you for the better,
who makes you the best person you can possibly be,
and because I thought I had found that in him.
 
You can't bullshit me.
I've lied to myself enough to
know when someone else is doing it.
They say, "absence makes the heart grow fonder,"
but I think i like it more when you're here.
i wanna be the girl who he thinks is the cutest. not necassarily the "hottest" or the "prettiest", but the cutest. because hotness refers to the body, and god knows mine isn't perfect. pretty refers to the face and i know plenty of girls prettier than me. but cuteness is refering to every imperfection that he loves. every weird little habit. the funny little things that make me different from every other girl he could have. like how i have a dorky laugh, or i can't watch gory movies. or the way my hair smells. all of the little things that he notices and adores. i wanna be that girl.
No school book will ever teach you how
to love yourself, no teacher will ever tell
you how to heal, and no class can help you
learn how to brush yourself off and try again
if i could sum up all the causes of hurt, pain and hatred in one word, it would be expectation
You can't describe the feeling to anyone.
not even your best friends
because the rush that you get around him
is more than anyone
could ever explain
You don’t know what it’s like.
"Truth is, everybody is going to hurt you;
you just gotta find the ones worth suffering for."
- Bob Marley
I'm crying becuase you're happy without me
& as hard as I've tried,
I can't even be 'ok' without you
She may be young, but she's not naive.
She hasn't been through much,
but she knows what hurt feels like.
Id rather be physically hurt than emotionally
Because you can put a band-aid on your finger
But you can't put one on your h e a r t
theres some things we don’t say
because we don't like the way they sound.
-sex & the city
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And it's one of those crushes
where one glance means everything
and without that glance, you crumble.
 
Every night she cried herself to sleep thinking
why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have
to be so hard?
when I'm not around you
I'm thinking about you;
unless I'm thinking about something else;
but then I'm probably thinking about you too.
I cant believe that Im writing this down.
I cant believe Ive got you in a song.
I dont want to be a whining girl; I would rather not be in your world
My challenge in life:
To constantly be on
his mind, while trying
not to lose my own.
We all need something we consider worth getting up in the morning for.
Whether it's real or not; healthy or destructive.
 
Well, I never wanna see you unhappy; I thought you’d want the same for me
If he really loves you, it won't matter if you're
wearing sweats from Wal-Mart,
or jeans from Abercrombie,
he'll be happy just being with you.
i was trying not to get too attached
so i wouldn't fall too hard, too fast.
but i realized that i fell a long time ago
and now im loving you with all that i have.
 
You don't know a good thing until
they're gone...and they've found someone else.
+ Gossip Girl
I’m putting my walls back up
because I never should’ve let
them down in the first place
i dont want
to become just
a memory
I'm not like other girls, and I think that's where you made your first mistake.
She fell in, fell out, & it doesn't matter anymore, because the person you had to catch you at the bottom is no longer there, he is off doing other stuff, & their promise becomes a kind of lie, & lying is the worst, isn't it? But how he acts, & what he says, & what he does, & who he is, they don't line up anymore, & the lie is in that not lining up, the lie is in not being what she needs but pretending that he is. No one says a word, & she sees it in every minute they have together.
It Takes A Billlion
People
to complete this world ; but it only took you
to complete mine
All I want is for you to know me again; for me to be in your life, and even if it can't happen right now, I would just like to know that I'm not blocked from your memory
We laughed when they told us
we wouldn't want to leave,
we cried when they told us we
had to.
 
Lying was much easier than explaining.
It was easier to give people the answers they expected.
It should have been the truth anyway.
Your picture is up on my wall. It's not even a good picture of you. I've seen better looking boys, but there's just something about that smile on your face that makes my eyes fill with tears. I've always loved that smile.
So when you find yourself in love,
don't let that feeling go so easily
If I’m going to be alive,
then I might as well be incredible;
I want to do more than just exist.
 
so here's a piece of advice: let go when you're hurting too much, give up when love isn't enough, and move on when things are not like before. for surely there is someone out there who will love you even more.
There are certain people that you don`t need
in your life & you figure that out along the way.
This is not my town and it never will be,
this is our apartment filled with your things;
this is your life, I just get the copied keys.
cause it's a long way down when
your hopes are as high as mountains
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some things in life take my breath away,
and then theres you...
I found everything that I could ever
want wrapped up in something I
could never have
hatred is found in the girl next to you
who just told you she liked your hair.
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take.
You aren't the only reason I smile
But you're definitely my favorite
Go for the happy endings,
because life doesn't have any sequels.
Don't waste your time with people who
don't make you feel alive.
tell him I hate him. tell him I don't need him. tell him to have a great life without me. tell him he means absolutely nothing to me anymore. just don't tell him I said this with tears in my eyes.
i like dead end signs
they're kind,
they at least have the
decency to let you know
your going nowhere
pathetic isn't something i would normally call myself,
but looking back i'm ashamed at how blind i really was.
& I might have missed a chance or two, but you won't find any regret in my eyes.
you were there in the beginning, the first person that ever told me i could be more than what i was, & believed it. there isnt anything i wouldnt share with you.
i don't know why we all hang onto someting we know we're better off letting go. it's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have. some of us say we'd rather have that something than nothing at all, but the truth is, to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all.
you`ll never find the right person
[ if you never let go of the wrong one ]
I feel fine. If fine means that my world is falling apart.
"Do you wanna run away together?"
I would say it was your best line ever.
She wasn't bitter, she was sad though,
but it was the hopeful kind of sad,
the kind of sad that just takes time
whatever flaws you have,
people are going to notice them,
and whatever strengths you have,
you're going to need them.
And it seems to be that
All along, the problem was,
I cared more about you,
Than you cared about me
Maybe if I hope hard enough, want it badly enough, he'll call.
I trusted you
And that would be my first mistake.
So how you have managed to get under my skin, more than anyone ever did?
so when you say forever,
can't you see?
you've already captured me
It started as just a crush and ended up as everything.
A secret is the heaviest thing in the world.
Izzie : I miss him ; all the time..I miss him.
It`s not waves, it`s constant. All the time.
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There is no such thing as being heartbroken,
but more like a son of a bitch crushing
your heart until you couldn't breathe
because you were so in love with him
Let it be known to live it up
'cause these are the best days of our lives
& we're born to live && love.
I hate feeling like this.
I'm so tired of trying to fight this.
I'm asleep and all I dream of
is waking to you
Without love, forgiveness is impossible.
One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight
It's only when you've lost everything
that you're willing to do anything.
one day im gonna forget your name
&& one sweet day , your gonna
drown in my lost pain
The only reason I am holding myself together,
Is to prove wrong all the people who thought
I'd fall apart.
I guess we weren’t as perfect as I thought.
there's only so
many tears you can cry ,
before it drains
the life right from your eyes
there hasnt been one day
since you left ,
where i havent fought the urge
to put you back in my life .
If you haven't noticed, I'm not the little girl you once knew. If you hit me, I'm not going to cry. If you kiss me, I'm not going to kiss you back. I know it's not what you'd like. But, quite frankly, I'm completely unattached
your eyes shine bright,
like the headlights of
one million speeding cars
and I'm obsessed with
crashing into you.
I know that I should just let go,
walk away, and not look back. But,
I don't think I could handle knowing
that you wouldn't care if I did.
it's going to be hard
now that you won't call at night.
i don't know if i'll ever be able to sleep again
you say i'll never find anyone like you.
really?
i'm never going to find another
horny, lying, heartbreaking teenage boy?
i don't want one of those anyways.
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and how you're doing;; I don't think
I'm ever going to let you go completely you gave me wings & made me fly.
you touched my hand, i gotta touch the sky.
i lost my faith, you gave it back to me.
you said no star was out of reach. I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay. 
A man who won't die for something is not fit to live.
- Martin Luther King, Jr love is not a maybe thing.
you know when you love someone
- the hills If the words are in your heart,
they should come out of your mouth. 
courage doesn't always roar.
sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end
of the day saying, "i will try again tomorrow." the only thing i regret about high school is
never getting to do half the things i heard i did. I [d]eserve f.or you tO sa.y [yes] I ch.eat.ed on You 
imagine waking up one morning
and finding a piece of yourself
you didn't even know existed and when im not with you im not living [<3] It’s time to be a big girl now;; and big girls don’t cry 
And this, this could be the summer when I grow up Everyone has a secret
that would break your heart.
remember that. fake itt ;; like you [mean] it. 
i just got so hurt. really hurt.
and sometimes when that happens,
something inside just shuts off.
-fever pitch Behind every untrusting girl,
is a guy who made her that way. How people treat you is their karma,
but how you react is yours. 
There is a difference between
knowing the path & walking the path. yesterday, at the market, i saw a couple
holding hands, and i realized we would never
do that. never anything like it. no picnics, or
unguarded smiles. no rings. just stolen
moments that leave too quickly Stop taking his calls.
Let him know what it's like to live without you. 
Cause in the end you`re just a typical guy.
Dragging a girl along cause you`re not really
sure what you want. You're way too young to not
believe it's gonna be okay && she won't stop until she has it all. 
and i'm blasting my music
so i won't hear my thoughts.
but it's stupid, because the lyrics
just remind me of what i'm trying to forget.
how did you manage to get
all these people to sing about you? For one split second she almost turned around;but that would be like pouring rain drops back into a cloud i carry smile when i'm broken in two
and i'm nobody without
someone like you
i'm trembling inside
and nobody knows it but me 
I'm a happy person.
I swear to God I am.
I sing in the shower && dance down the hall.
I laugh && giggle.
I do all the things happy people do.
I just love life, but that doesn't mean I don't miss him.
It doesn't mean I don't wish things ended differently.
&& it doesn't mean I don't get upset over the fact that he doesn't miss me at all.
No, it doesn't. everyone looks at us and wonders how
we`ve come this far -- but the truth is
baby without youu i wouldn`t have made
it at all. The more you try to forget someone; the more you remember them. 
Don’t tell me you’re here for me;
if your never going to be around. Why would I ever look for something in someone else,
when I see everything in you?
let's play truth or dare. or we could just play dare. because nobody really tells the truth anymore 
walk through the hallways at school
& laugh at the boys I used to like,
because not one of them even
come close to you And I, I am not into The idea of being without you i'm an outsider by choice," she said. 
And he was my kiss-in-the-rain,
my dance-with-no-music-guy.
He was my kiss-on-the-forehead,
I-love-you, sweet-dreams-goodnight.
He was the never-want-to-be-without-you
kind of thing; I was living the dream
every girl wants to live. There's a difference between
who we love, who we settle for,
& who we were meant for 
And as I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I get over your smile, when I will let go of the hugs you gave me that I continue to feel. A day when I forget the words you said to me, forget what you meant to me, or forget how much I love you. But no matter what you did to me, or whatever happens to us, I know I could never get over, let go, or forget you. Myself & I, we’ve got some straightening out to do. don't forget why we fell in love
in the first place. 
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